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15 Jul 2009 04:12 pm
i'd like to think that every fuck up is considered a "missed opportunity" in the form that fate is telling me there is better for me out there... or fate is telling me to go fuck myself. as usual. so what happens? i get a call back from hallmark. i was asleep. my mom picked up the phone. she woke me up. i picked up. it was the employer, she introduced herself. and right after she did, i hear the loudest beeping and the dial tone. i had no idea the phones i had could hang up other phones. somehow my mom hung me up OTL... my expression. what. in. the. living. fuck.
so, they're not gonna call back. i lost the only job that might have hired me. so. i dunno. unless parasuco calls or something... (if they don't call within the next 1-4 days, i'll know) i'm not gonna get anything. not even cne i bet =___=" am i supposed to fucking go back to mcdonalds? some other fast food labour? or am i not supposed to have any job and just work on my thesis this entire summer? i don't know. but today seems pretty fucked up. yah, i ain't gonna pass this off as trivial, because it is fucking difficult to get a job for fuck's sake.
or i can just pretend that hallmark never called. that may make me feel better. or just think along the lines "they probably wouldn't have hired me anyway", right? =___=""" unless i'm supposed to fucking run to yorkdale. ask for the manager and beg for forgiveness "i'm sorry my mom hung up. please give me an interview and hire me"... fucking begging like a dog may be the key... who the fuck knows.
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